"stare at something for 5+ minutes then write what you felt/thought while doing that"

I stared at this image from internethistory:

In the first 30 or so seconds, probably because I was nervous about the new task, for some reason I tried to not think anything like I was meditating, and mostly focused on my breathing and how my body felt. I felt a slowly escalating need to poo. During that time I mostly looked at the dog in the photo, but didn't think much about it besides vaguely speculating about what the leash was tied to (looking at it now it doesn't seem to be tied to anything). I mostly felt distant. For a while I felt vague irritation and resistance, probably because I was trying too hard to focus on my thoughts/feelings. I became less irritated when I started looking at the crown-like things on the poles. I felt that was a more pleasant resting spot for my eyes. I noticed a number of cool looking wires or strings that looked like lightly drawn photoshop drawings and tried to remember where I recognized that style of photoshop drawing. I tilted my laptop screen a little and the wires became far more easily visible. The writing on the ship (middle left) also became easily readable, when before I didn't know what it said. The whole photo looked much better. This motivated me to look at the dog again, which I did and felt much less stressed about it this time. I felt very confused by the dog's arm, the one closest to the camera. Why is the fur so thick? -  especially since it appears much thinner nearer to the paw ... I also looked at the street in the photo and wondered whether glinting area slightly to the right of the middle was a puddle, and whether it had just rained before the photo was taken (I assume it did). When my five minutes were up (I used a phone timer) I felt calm and maybe playfully curious. I still feel as interested in the photo as I did before doing this

note: this is account is unedited, non-proofread